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aye, well... one of those under the weather feelings.  and i suppose i can blame myself.  i'm lonely, i admit.  but its because i'm not going out there and finding people.  i could have surely gone to the All Niter and met some people but alas, i'm too shy and somewhat afraid to go out. what makes me feel worse is that i have no legit reason for feeling shitty.  life could be worse.  even ashley had a reason for being melacholy but i have no excuse for feeling so blah.  i don't know what to do...

My, aren't I just proud of you.

i feel like i can open up to E simply because he asks for me to talk and not to him.  i mean wow.  when people give advice to actually listen to girls... it can do the trick.  i appreciate that he's willing to listen.  i mean truley listen and not make it a reason to make a secrets trade off, an excuse to talk about his own problems.  there are things that i wish so hard to admit, things that i don't even want to acknowledge happen in my life, and i'm afraid to tell people because A) they don't want to hear such material B) i'm afraid of scaring them away C) i don't want them to feel burdened by my problems D) i don't want them to feel obliga